still coughing my lungs out today. especially after the fried chicken lunch + super rich chocolate cake at work today. should have avoided eating it today but no choice, today was colleague's birthday. can i have some miracle medicine which can help me wake up the next morning with no cough? haha. it's nonsense i know.

Jpot at vivo with grandma and jiejie was great! she ate alot and i was glad to see that she had a bigger appetite unlike last time but hope it will last long. if not i also can't bear to see her so thin and fragile. and she bought things from her favourite diaso again and some stuff from supermarket too. her two favourite places.

will i be able to survive through and think things in a positive manner? since yuting is no longer working there now. i sort of have to learn to be independent at work. i have to try and i believe i can just that it might take a little longer time.

i didn't wanna sound like i am confused. and i didn't want you all to teach me by repeating so many times. i know it needs a lot of patience. it is just that sometimes i have to listen and understand things a few more times before i really understand. i will try my best to learn things faster.

just coughed very loudly and got a stare from my feimei. how bad. gotta pack my stuff and get enough sleep for tomorrow's new challenge.
Sharon signing off.