the christmas season is here again!
and talking about christmas all the delicious food and the gift exchange with my dear friends and family, i am extremely looking forward to it! i hate the shopping process but i love to see the expression on people's face when they receive something which they want unexpectedly! therefore let me think of some surprises. hehe.
i did something stupid yesterday. i was replying a chinese message online yesterday and i had to google every single chinese words and copy and paste to form the sentence that i wanted. how to type chinese using the laptop? is there a program for it?
let's see this weekend what i am up to:
friday- Mulan movie with mom + let her pick a bag for christmas
saturday- manting's b'day celebration + lots of chatting with the girls
sunday- laksa steamboat with alicia & yuzhen
off to my lovely weekend! :D
Sharon signing off.
not feeling happy today. heard some stuff on the issue that i am avoiding. i can't help it. it seems that i have a phobia whenever i think of it. i am lacking the confidence to do well. i am also disappointed with myself. i wanna give up but i can't. i know when i started i also have to end it. i just need time to think through. i dun wanna disappoint all of you too.
i feel that something is currently lacking in my life now. it feels a little empty. and i hardly find any encouragement around me. i need some positive motivation..
Sharon signing off.
Sunny day at the beach
look what did ah qiao specially made for us. amanda and yanni got one too but they couldn't make it. spot the hello kitty (even though it is quite disfigured).
i would certainly want a picnic another time with all other members present. please help to fulfill my wish girls! :)
and yesterday was my appraisal review with boss. and she spent 2.5hours talking with me. more of her talking rather than me when it was supposed to be me who is doing the talking. but ended up i didn't know what to say. heard some stuff which i initially wanted to know but couldn't find out at first. nevertheless i still got an overall GOOD grade! for my first time appraisal i think it is quite good already! it was quite embarrassing when she was talking halfway and i felt like coughing. she had to pause and wait for me a while before continuing. this happened many times. but i am glad at last it is over!
finally went to see the doctor yesterday. at least today i feel so much better after eating the medicine. and i purposely took leave on monday. cough until like that i also feel difficult to work. so this week will be a long weekend for me. saturday, sunday plus monday.
but i guess i will miss going to work for one day! but tuesday will come very fast!
out for movie later! :D
Sharon signing off.
still coughing my lungs out today. especially after the fried chicken lunch + super rich chocolate cake at work today. should have avoided eating it today but no choice, today was colleague's birthday. can i have some miracle medicine which can help me wake up the next morning with no cough? haha. it's nonsense i know.
Jpot at vivo with grandma and jiejie was great! she ate alot and i was glad to see that she had a bigger appetite unlike last time but hope it will last long. if not i also can't bear to see her so thin and fragile. and she bought things from her favourite diaso again and some stuff from supermarket too. her two favourite places.
will i be able to survive through and think things in a positive manner? since yuting is no longer working there now. i sort of have to learn to be independent at work. i have to try and i believe i can just that it might take a little longer time.
i didn't wanna sound like i am confused. and i didn't want you all to teach me by repeating so many times. i know it needs a lot of patience. it is just that sometimes i have to listen and understand things a few more times before i really understand. i will try my best to learn things faster.
just coughed very loudly and got a stare from my feimei. how bad. gotta pack my stuff and get enough sleep for tomorrow's new challenge.
Sharon signing off.
out of the tiny red dot..
was coughing my lungs out at work today. yesterday i made cookies and brought to work for the production workers and my colleagues. glad that they enjoyed it. :) and everyone was laughing at me when i told them the reason why my left arm got two plaster on it. "tap card also can fall down, you very careless leh". hahaha. anyway have to admit that is just me accident prone and clumsy.
anyway tomorrow i am on half day leave! gonna have lunch with grandma and jiejie at Jpot again! can't wait! :D
Sharon signing off.
Jie Jie's belated birthday lunch
alot of stuff going on at work which are not that positive. especially that incident that happened on monday. it came as a shocking incident for me. for me it seems like it just happened yesterday. why is it so easy for people to do that and feel unaffected? i dun understand.
today is a saturday! at least i can keep away from the ugly sight at work and enjoy myself thorougly. :)
Sharon signing off.
finally! the awaited long weekend is here! got to rest abit before i strive at work again. some complicated stuff happened at work this week again. let's pray that next week and the following weeks will be peaceful.
