Friends come and go. The person who may be your best friend now may not be the next moment. It is hard to say and that is what makes it so sad that you don't even know your own mistake! You made me disappointed in you. Maybe one day i will just explode in front of you but for now i do not wish to.
tomorrow will be the 3rd day of the CSP course already. which means i can wake up another hour later and there will be plenty of eating at the course. cos they will teach you how to serve people by using real food in the morning and in the afternoon so every group will take turn to try. and the trainer tells us interesting stories too which makes me wanna listen attentively to her but on the other hand feel like sleeping too. haha cos sitting down doing nothing makes me start to day-dream. but just tell myself, it will be another 3 days to go before i complete the course!
my ankle is gradually recovering now and the pain has subsided. what is left now is only a little swollen. just a little swollen. and i stopped eating the medication already. so going to book for another driving test date since i think my leg is better now. imagine eating the medicine for so long how awful it is!
i haven been really really happy for a long time. how to be happy when no good things except the bad things are happening around me?
i am confused. should i trust you?
Sharon signing off.
Laksa steamboat
Sharon signing off.
my pet hamster just passed away. i didn't know until my mom told me just now in the morning. when i heard that i was so so sad that i started to cry. my hamster was with me for so long already another two more months it will be 2 years old already but it couldn't wait until that moment. the other day i saw it being very restless and it was quite big. i thought my mom feed a lot of food until it became fat. but perharps it is the signs of showing it to be bloated. i dun know. been crying for the whole morning until a while ago then i stopped. luckily i still got a photo of it with me that i took two years ago. rest in peace hamster.
i am not going to have any more pets anymore. they are cute and easy to look after. but once they die, i think the pain and sadness is hard for me to take it.
sorry girls for cancelling our laksa steamboat dinner date today, i am not really in the mood to go out. i will bring you all go next time. definitely i promise.
to make myself feel better i am going to order pizza later.
Sharon signing off.
some recent photos taken
the other day went with ah qiao to the japanese food court for dinner.
treated mom to this dim sum restaurant at jurong point.
Sharon signing off.
was at the IT fair with jiejie on thursday after work. my initial plan was to buy a memory card for my camera cos i don't have the big hard disc to store all my pictures in so i save it in the memory card by not deleting it. but! in the end i saw many laptops and decided to get one for myself since i am working now and i can afford to buy one. but i bought a rather cheaper one, the dell brand at $919. but it is through instalments so each month around 80 bucks. still okay for me.
yesterday had a fun dinner with my colleagues after my ot. uncle jimmy waited for me to end my ot since he didn't managed to catch the company bus and we walked together to meet the rest at jurong point. and we had din tai fung for dinner. actual plan was to have pizza hut cos we were like craving for it but there was a long queue and if we want we have to wait for an hour! but nevertheless it was still yumyum. and had super ultra nice ice cream at anderson's ice cream proudly sponsered by uncle jimmy! haha.
yesterday for my first time in my life, someone told me that i am actually a very nice person to talk to. how nice it is. i don't hear people saying this to me often so it actually makes me feel happy! seriously.
some stuff for the weekend:
- dental appointment today
- steamboat with TG
- treasure hunt for equipment (for work)
- search for a black pants for my friday's CSP course
- record songs into the mp3 that we bought for mom
i really want to be friends with you. but i guess there is a communication problem between us.
Sharon signing off.
i almost spoilt my long office desk which i shared with yuting. haha! monday i was playing with joan and i accidentally sat on my table and i heard a crack sound. omg, am i so heavy? time to lose weight i guess. hahaha. and today my manager realised that the table is a little crooked and shaky so with the help of uncle jimmy and a maintenance staff they managed to fix it back. hehe. at least i dun need to compensate for a new one.
i think my colleagues are one bunch of nice people to work and hang out with. they can really make me laugh so much at work. everyday i am looking forward to work cos it is nice to work with people whom you are comfortable with. :)
after graduating and working now. i think life now is quite routine. monday to friday will be work. then the weekends will be meeting up with friends or spending time with the family. i want to find something new to do. so it doesn't get so boring. i really want to find a baking course to attend. something which is of my interest. at least the days will be more meaningful. if not it will be just like what yuting told me, she says she is quite bored that life is like almost filled with work and there is nothing much new maybe the only entertainment will be going out during the weekends.
yes, speaking of weekends and meeting up of friends. i think people should sometimes initiate the planning of meet up sessions instead of the same few people planning. do you all know how "vomit blood" it can be. if it's so easy try to be the organiser then! then you will really understand. just one sentence from you and just have to cancel the whole outing. other factors not taken into considerations, understand how other people will feel. the person who sends smses to everyone in the end still have to tell people that it is cancelled when everything in the first place is planned already so well. can't you think of other alternatives? sometimes i can see the hack-care attitude in you. it is disturbing to see that frequently. i may look like i am complaining alot but sometimes this is just the truth.
am i doing it the correct way? i hope so.
Sharon signing off.
good food makes me happy
i think i have been snacking in the office too much that i got an ulcer in my mouth now! and it hurts when i was trying to eat one of my favourite chocolate. how sad. i think if i continue eating, it may lead to undesirable weight gain so monday not so much snacks already! and i think i ate too many days of oily lunch cos these few days i feel that my stomach not feeling very well also.
my blog seems to be pictureless for quite sometime. not that i didn't go out but i forgot to bring my camera when i go out. how forgetful of me! shall upload some when my computer is not so lack. my internet access is so slowwwwwwww. like a turtle.
got my pay recently. treated jieije to ajisen ramen yesterday and mummy to a chinese dim sum restaurant today. tommorow will be my favourite steamboat! yay!
and was shopping today after work to search for one black pants for my CSP course starting on the 18th of september but either the pants i didn't like the design or it is too short. when it is too short for me it looks quite funny on me. so maybe try searching it at other place tommorow.
i wanna sleep soon. damn tired!
i feel bad about it and i regret it. sorry. really.
Sharon signing off.
