just came back from the clinic, went for ultrasound for my ankle. and i dun think it is really good. cos the doctor did mention a little about tearing my ligament inside which probably will means that i may have to do a mini surgery if necessary. so have to hear from the doctor after he analyse the pictures from the ultrasound. and it is so expensive can. $169 for the scanning?!
i am feeling upset, tired and moody. my leg doesn't seems to get better on the external except maybe for the pain that has largely reduced a lot. but the swelling is still there and it doesn't get better. i have to cancel my driving practical test in september and postpone to another day. but i dun even noe when cos i dun even know when my ankle will recover. it has been one month and one week already.
i am having a fever now also. feeling sick all over. it seems like everything is all messed up. so messed up.
and towards what i said you seems to have a lot of comments. it looks like you are already unhappy towards me for a long time and you didn't mention it out. i dun noe.. maybe you might be thinking i am troubling over nothing much but the issue now is not the money. but is the stress that i get over the money. cos you don't understand my family. i don't wish to say much already.
i need some sleep. i am feeling terrible with the fever all over me plus the ankle pain.
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sometimes it is hard to really find a friend who understands you well. you may have alot of fun, joy and alot of laughter together now. but when it comes to problems that you face and you confide in them but they hardly give you any advice or just say out their opinion without considering about your feeling and considering the situation you are in. it makes you real disappointed cos you will think that person will know what you are trying to say and make you feel better in a way. but it doesn't seem so.
but at least i know who to confide to when i want. that person will definitely understand what i am trying to say. i know she will.
i think true friends should be able to share the happiness and unhappiness of each other. not just the happy side.
on a lighter note, had tom yam steamboat for lunch at work today! joan bought prawns, crabstick, hot dogs, kai lan, sotong balls, fishballs and i bought button mushroom and the tom yam cubes. and joan's mom told us each to pay $1! plus mine was $0.50 each. so we had a very hearty and delicious meal at $1.50. hehe. was so fun. i love eating steamboats with nice people.
after work just now went to see the doctor again. told him that the swelling for my leg hasn't reduced. and he gave me somemore medicine and advised me to go for a ultrasound to see if my tendon at my ankle is broken. if worst come to worst have to do a mini surgery. hope it will be fine. so going on saturday and it is not cheap k! sigh.
tomorrow will be so fun! boardgames and yummy food at Decoder Cafe!
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sometimes i hate the way you compare other people with me. if they are better than me so be it. i don't live for you to compare me with people. i live for myself. so please stop the comparison before i totally ignore you! at least every attempt i have tried my really best so just give me the understanding and encouragment instead. i think i need that more.
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slow speed
it all happened because of the last trip to the jurong bird park almost a month ago. A month already! can you imagine i have been walking so slow like a tortoise everyday for a month. cos if i walk very fast or run then the pain comes. sometimes it is bearable sometimes it is not. when it comes to the maximum threshold of my pain, it makes me just feel like crying. and everyday i have to wake up much more early so that i can catch the bus to work. if the bus goes, i have to WALK a distance of 20 to 25 minutes before i can reach my company in order not to be late.
of course i have experiences of missing the bus so no choice i just have to literally drag my foot and walk there. and my job includes having to walk alot and stand alot so my leg is having not much of a rest also. yesterday i went this clinic near my house. it is a newly opened one i guess. the doctor i must say is very good. he massaged my leg and found out that my tendons inside my leg are stretched when i sprained my leg so i can feel the pain whenever i walk. and somemore it is even cheaper than the chinese doctor which i went to (which was literally not effective at all!). so i got painkillers and pills for inflammation and plasters to treat the problem. hopefully it works la.
last monday was at bugis after work and caught "up" with zhifeng, ah qiao and yanni. i love the movie. it was very sweet seeing how much the old man in the movie loved his wife by helping her to fufill her life long dream even until after she passed away. quite touching.
and have been meeting amanda for dinner twice since she started school. dear tg members, please go encourage her to eat and sleep. cos the two times that i see her, dinner sometimes is the only meal that she eat out of the day and she seems to be getting thinner and i can feel that she is so stressed up by school. it is very worrying to see that and yet we can't do nothing much but just to encourage her. so just call her sometimes to let her know that we didn't isolate her and give her some motivation!
okay, that's all for today. meeting colleagues later for some shopping!
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Malaysia shopping trip
their ice cream cone is only RM$1 and they have the 2 piece chicken meal which we don't have it here. wanted to tabao it back initially but when it was sold out when i wanted to buy it!
and saw jiejie with her friend there too.
greeen tea ice cream!
and i bought mini j.co donuts. the bite sized type. you eat one, you will be craving for the next one and eventually you will finish it before you knowing it. it goes for me la. haha.
watched "where got ghost?" yesterday. not too bad cos it wasn't that frightening except for one or two parts which made me cover with my cardigan. hahaha. and i like the last story out of the three cos it is the most meaningful. not those typical scare you only story.
i keep on buying shoes i think. last sat i bought one covered shoes at west mall, sunday bought one open toe shoes at malaysia and yesterday i bought one slipper at west mall again. heheh. it is very nice to be able to choose what shoes you wanna wear out everyday. somemore my ankle these few days haven't recover and my colleagues advise me to wear slippers instead of covered shoes so i bought one with white bling blings!
tomorrow after work will be watching "UP" with TG!
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These three days of long weekend were so good. went bugis shopping with TG excluding amanda who was not free. caught GI-Joe movie with mummy. went to malaysia city square for shopping with eileen and edvan. went for driving lesson. went for fantastic frog leg porridge at outram park with daddy and mummy. i love how my days are packed with activities. hehe. was supposed to bring granny out later for some shopping and dinner but she went to play majong instead of meeting us. so will be having dinner with the family outside instead.
will upload some photos that i took at malaysia next time. the shopping centre near the custom is so easy to get there. and the pizza hut there is damn cheap la! $27.75 for 3 person share of food(pizza, spaghetti, chicken wing, soups and baked rice!). and i bought many many hair bands! hehe. all my favourites! shall go there next time again. i think this month i spent quite a lot of money already.
the other day went with colleagues to this steamboat buffet near paya lebar. the name is called Tian Fu steamboat. it is a hong kong traditional style of steamboat buffet. the ingredients are really really very fresh. and they have this noodle which is made from fish. and when u cook it in the soup, it is chewy and damn good! around 23 bucks per person after all the service charge and gst which i think is quite worthed it. cos the company sponsered each employee $50 for teambonding. so we have another 27 bucks left for each person. going to go to a boardgame cafe this month to finish up the whole sum of money that we are given. it will be more fun cos there is food and games! hehe.
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Jurong Bird Park!
my last visit was like don't know how long ago. so it's fun to come after so long. plus mom got discounted price tickets. only 7 bucks!
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Benjamin's 21st birthday
although his cake looks a bit girlish, but it is nice!
up next will be amanda's 21st birthday in two more months. it will be fun! so we have two more months to plan a nice nice surprise for her. haha.
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Mad jack cafe with siew li!
they serve very great food at reasonable prices especially the desserts! can't get enough of it!
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and lastly tiramisu!
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