i need alot of rest. my whole body is aching. and my brain is aching too. i got lots of things that i need and want to do. but there is not much free time for me. need to go for medical check up, to rent the graduation gown, need to pass my friends the taiwan stuff that i bought for them, want to go visit grandma, want to bring mummy out for some shopping, need to buy some new clothes, need to buy present for mother's day. not sure if i mentioned all what i have to do. i think there should be more. at the moment my mind is blank cannot think much. all i know is if i can sleep somemore i will be happier. haha!

Growing up is part and parcel of life. I don't really dislike it neither do i like it a lot. When you grow older, there is a lot of responsibility that you will have to hold for yourself. Like going to job interview all by yourself under the super nervous condition, thinking whether it is appropriate to say all those things which you think is right and lastly when you are financially independent you no longer can be last like time; take pocket money from parents. now in turn will be our turn to give allowances to our parents. i am not saying i don't want or refuse to give them money. i need some time to adjust to it.

i want to make them happy too. bring them out for good meals occasionally. actually i do like the feeling of making people happy by either buying the things that they want for them or giving them a mini surprise. it is a nice feeling actually.

had home brewed chrysanthemum tea and finally home cooked lunch just now by my dearest mummy and i am happy.

bathing in another ten minutes time to prepare for work later.

i miss talking to all my friends!
Sharon signing off.