got some swensen ice cream cake left over in my freezer from jiejie b'day. her friend bought it for her. so nice. but ex. 40 bucks!

went to ah ma house with eileen on wednesday. bought some food and we shared with ah ma. jiejie came later on. it is nice to listen to her talk. she even talked about how she met with ah gong last time and some stuff about him. it makes me feel sad.

first time she posed a photo for us! i realised that ah ma aged alot as compared to her last time photos. she showed us her photos when she was around her 20s. quite different. then she showed us ah gong very very young photos and i see until have a urge to cry cos is like last month i just went to visit him. and now he is gone. it seems just like yesterday. sigh. i am getting emotional again i noe.

but i forced myself not to cry out. until on the train on the way home when jiejie told me more abt ah gong stuff. tears just came out uncontrollably. i had 12 years memories of him when i stayed at his house that period flashing back. managed to calm myself down after a while.

ah ma brought out some of ah gong personal belongings and we saw his driving liscence. he got class 2A, 2B, class 2, 3 and 4. but class 4 not reflected in the card. so amazed to see that!

always missing him.

having canadian pizza for lunch tml.