today on the way home. miss xia lah was extremely quiet on the way home. i was influenced by her sian-ness and so i decided not to talk as well since i am tired as well. and it is already 6.45pm already. go home also dun noe what time liao.

on the journey home i started to think of my best friend. then all of a sudden i feel very sad and had this urge to cry on the mrt. also dun noe why leh. just suddenly feel lo. then i started to think that maybe she dun even cherish me this best friend ba. no calls or smses from her at any time of the day. and when i asked her. she will say that oh i just started my school and i am very busy with schoolwork so i got not enough time to sms or call u. this is what i get. but she still got time to go watch movies and stuff with her friends

but now it is ITE's school holiday already le. she should be damn free unless she is working. but she usually works at night one. still no smses or calls from her. this one i cannot understand. more time then me but i still can take the effort to just sms her. so is does this prove anything? dun care or forget or lazy or maybe dun even remember me as her friend liao? and she dun even care abt anything abt my life mostly is wan people to know what is happening to her life. haix. so sad.

just now on the train i even recalled the memories of our sec 1 to sec 4 life plus until this year april one. haix. i seems that jiejie words are really true. "There is no such things as forever friends." now i really have to agree le. sigh. i was thinking if u do not contact her yourself maybe she will not even sms u and eventually i will be forgotten.

sigh. i will see how it goes la. dun care much now liao.

okay. shall talk abt some happy stuff now. went to eat seoul garden with my gang today cos got 4 hrs break in the middle. so fun lo and nice. haha. i lost my "BIG EATER" title le. to who leh. the one who always eat very little then full liao de AMANDA. i guess is because she solved her problem and is happier le ba. =) and after that we went to play the arcade game. so FUN!! then went back school for lab lessons le. =)
Sharon signing off.